All our memories for more than a year ago,fate brought us together and become a vaches family (:
moments we broke down into tears,reading what we wrote a year ago..
powder bath with them in the tent! :D
Dearest Vaches,time flies and i know this comm training is few months ago,but i didn't had a chance to blog it yet.now,we moved on in life,but i just wanna let you guys know you all made an impact to my life.The family i found in my poly life.♥
probably my first & last photo with my treasurer box! $$$! hahahah!
he looked super duper small sized!hahahah!
my nephew,Jordan! (:
and..this is Clanson!
my 10 years old nephew,Zavier!he's getting fatter!hahahah!
Another niece,Clara! :D she super adorable!
Mummy and me during Chinese New Year! (:
with my same-age cousin,Keniv.(the loggerhead cousin i mentioned)LOL.
Dinner at HK Cafe!he brought his girlfriend along too!
cousins together!abit random,im the shortest one! :D hehehehe
Ah Chong and Ah Mian!(:
Polaroids! ♥ BA bazaar @ Scape!
First time singing k with meatball! ♥
Toga Day with Chewlinda! ♥
Superwifey! ♥
Funny Photos with Ah Mian!(:
Extra small damn small day with Stacey,Superwifey and Ahmian! (:
The clique that i never wanna lose. ♥
the 惡作劇之吻 got show this place,where lovers will lock their locks there and their love will last forever!
BF = Braces Frendo. ♥
your charms will make you fly.
My lucky number! :D
Vonny and Shawn!i think this photo nice!cause i took it! (:
I seriously looked like a toot that day!but i dont want my hair to be disturbing during the run!
My First Medal! :D
This 2XU Compression 12km Run was a memorable one for me. It is the first marathon i ever joined, just wanted to get an experience so that if i have kids next time, i can show off to them that i joined marathon before.LOL. Even before the run,i was just hoping to complete the marathon and get the medal. Also thought that if i could complete it within 1hr 30mins would be a miracle and nothing is impossible.
During the run, many thoughts came to my mind. There are times when i feel like giving up, and walk my way through. There are also times, when i thought of certain stuffs and feel like crying. All i want is just to achieve something, just to prove myself, and other people, that i am worth something all these while. This is the run, that i can prove it all. Really feel proud of myself that i jogged for almost non-stop for 10km even when my body is asking me to stop. I am just a average runner who completed the race with an hour plus,but i have gain so much more than before. Also now i can understand the feeling when you needed someone to be there when you just finished the run, someone whom you can share your joy with and say to you, "hey, good job!" these 3 words will make it all worthwhile. Now i know, there are certain things which are more important than anything else.
As long as you tried your very best, you'll leave no regrets. Its not a marathon that test your running speed, but how much attitude you are willing to give to complete it. Like i said, its the determination that leads you to the finishing line. Nevertheless,Good Job to all who completed the marathon too! Up next will be, Sundown!(:
School's gonna reopen soon in 3 days. suddenly feel soo lost. Upcoming challenges awaits.
JIAYOU EVERYBODY! & FOR ME TOO! ^^
"They say that in this world, there are two kinds of happiness. One kind of happiness you only know after the moment has passed, and the other is a happiness that you feel in the moment. That happiness you feel in the moment is so precious that they say that the memories of this kind of happiness can stay with you and enlighten your life. Maybe we can turn today into the kind of happiness you feel in the moment so that we can remember this happiness for the rest of our lives." - Dream High JinGuk
The Real Iron Man.
Friday, March 25, 2011
范瑋琪 & 黑人 - 最重要的決定
i sincerely hope they will last till the end of the world! ♥ they're finally getting married after 10years!i'm putting this everywhere cause i really like this video lots!^^
(p.s. please stop the music @the right to watch this video!)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
100 facts about myself ♥
since im soo bored,i shall do this to kill time. :x
1. i love my parents alot even thou i might get rebellious/stubborn at times when they asked me to do A and i do B. i'm a pampered girl at home!hahahah! i seldom show,but i know i can't live without them.
2. i feel so blessed to have those nice friends around me.i have heard about how other people might back-stab you, say things behind your back or whatsoever.i know i have the few who treats me truly even of all the flaws i might have! (:
3. i have a bf who might not fulfill all my ideal bf requirements but he's special to me.♥ we have been through ups and downs and even if one day we couldn't make it,i know i met the right person but perhaps at the wrong time.no matter what will happen in the future,i shall let fate decides!
4. my first crush was in primary school, a fat,tanned and humorous boy. hahahah!flashing back,i think i fall for his jokes more.
5. i remembered once a guy confessed to me when i was in sec 1,i got so shocked and literally run around the whole school to avoid him. LOL.
6. i may be slow in my friends' eyes,but i think i'm quite smart actually,sometimes.hahahah!
7. i'm used to be a superduper introvert girl when i was Young,and only starts to open up when i'm in secondary school.
8. i have problem communicating,even until now. i was brought up in an unhealthy environment whenever there's school holidays,my parents have to work and i will go my aunt's or grandma's place where i have no one to talk to :(
9. whenever i dont know what to eat,i will eat fishball beehoon soup from my house downstairs!and is really Only fishball, beehoon and soup. no beanspouts,vege or anything else! (: i'm quite picky last time!
10. i don't really like gassy drinks or green tea even thou i do drink them.
11. because my dad has been hospitalized before,that's why being happy and healthy is important to me!
12. i cannot eat spicy things in the morning, esp roti prata with curry, cause i will make smelly shit! :D hahahah!
13. i admit i was so so much uglier when i was in sec 1/2, centred parting,pimples and blahblah :/
14. i'm a weirdo,cause i cannot be 'too close' with any people.maybe that's the way of protecting myself.
15. personally,i think natural is beauty! :D i don't really like people who puts super thick make-ups!sometimes,a lil make-ups do make some people look prettier but over-doing will only make it worse!
16. after PSLE,actually was choosing between girls school and mixed school. eventually i enter ZHSS because my mum was afraid i will become lesbian,cause i like S.H.E that time! -.- thou,luckily i'm in mixed school cause i think it's more fun!
17. i have seriously thought of bringing my children to ZHSS next time even thou its a frigging no life school with lots of rules,demerits and detentions but i gotta admit that its a really good school! (:
18. i make wish whenever i see a Volkswagen, beetle! my favorite car! ♥
19. i have plans for myself,and i wanna make a difference to this world! :D i wanna travel the world to see the world and help other people as much as i can. if i ever become successful one day,i must not forget my roots.
20. i wanna touch the snow with bare hands to feel how cold it is, have snowballs fight and dance in the snow!
21. i seriously hate people who looks down on people!i know this practical world make some people ugly and i wouldn't want to be like that.for those people who looked down on me,i will prove you wrong one day.
22. i started learning piano/organ when i was 3+years old! :x but i haven't complete grade 8 till now cause i once stopped when i was sec 1-3..
23. when i first joined band,i wanted to get in flute but i wasn't suitable to.didn't really like euphonium at first,cause it was big and bulky but slowly begins to fall in love with it! :D now i miss the sound of playing different instruments together! :(
24. initially,didn't thought of joining NPOB,a adventure club cause it wasn't the usual me.but when i entered poly,i told myself to push beyond the limits!i wanna to to be more sporty and explore more things!didn't know i would make really nice friends there and during OBS solo night,i get to experience more about life!
25. hehe others have not realised,but my left ear higher than the right one.thats why when i wear specs,it's always slanted and the person thought he got problem with his adjusting!LOL!and i cannot wear dangling earrings!
26. i always look like an aunty when i'm at home!hair's up,specs on and dress like i'm going to market :x
27. i used to bite my fingernails when i was young or when i am bored also!hahahah!
28. sometimes,i will put BB cream to hide my freckles :(
29. i hope can get married early,cause i don't wanna have age gap like how me and my parents had! :x
30. i don't really like smokers!not saying i won't make friends with them but with the least respect of not convince me to smoke or smoke in-front of me!
31. i am more cheena than you think,but i don't wanna be!i hope i can balance both english and chinese! :D
32. i love ZHENG YUAN CHANG! ♥ for soo many years because of 惡作劇之吻! his one sentence in the show never fail to motivates me!
"只有飞得那么高， 才知道世界有多大，才知道我们要做的事情，还有很多很多。"
33. i love to sing when i'm bathing! :D hahahah from old songs to new songs,from chinese to english,from slow songs to rock songs!
34. i reallyreally regretted for eating so little during puberty! :( next time if i have children,i will feed them till fatfat!hahahah!
35. got a loggerheads cousin who is the same age as me,we just can't get along since young.but as we grow up then okay already!
36. i must have water/drinks when i eat proper meal,if not i will feel very dry!
37. i like egg white,but not egg yolk! :x
38. i hate to carry super heavy bags out!and esp when i go for camp,the bag is superrrrr heavy!
39. i don't like garlic,onions or ginger!
40. always wish i got a elder brother who will take care and protect me.cause most of my friends have and whenever they want things,their bro will get it for them!
41. i'm afraid of blood and i'll turn 'white' + dizzy.also when people got injured,i will feel pain for them too.this has been with me for kinda long,but only a few of my close friends know this!
42. i love to do sports like swimming,jogging,badminton,bowling,pool and blahblah for leisure.but i cannot really do well in any of them!eg.like swimming but no stamina!
43. like to watch dramas (korean,usa,taiwan or hk), but i don't like to watch those draggy ones!and once im addicted to one,i will keep watching and when end already,i will feel like i got nothing to do!
44. i love to go shopping but i don't really like to go window shopping!i want to shop when i have something in mind to buy and i can have a aim when i shop.i will feel uneasy if i don't buy anything! :x
45. like to watch movies with popcorns!(mixed but more sweet!)
46. i love art!i like to paint and draw stuffs but not under stress like O levels!like needa forced to draw every week!
47. i prefer my secondary school life more than poly! :x
48. my favorite flower is lavender(because of the show) and red roses!
49. i like Rainbow colours, black and white too! but i fond for red more! :D hehehe
50. you can say i'm gullible or what,but i believe in miracles and true love!
51. i go for inner beauty more than anything,as long as the person look presentable,have a kind heart and most importantly,loves me! :D (as a friend also!)
52. i like to see the night skies,where there's alot of stars for me to link them up to form a shape!the soft breeze and calmness that i can get nowhere!
53. i love going to the beach or anywhere near the sea!it always makes me feel more relaxed and forget all the troubles!sometimes,it's the place which gave me the most memories..
54. whenever i feel unhappy,i will feel so so weak all of a sudden and i really really wish someone will hug me at that moment.not because they pity me,but really care for me.
55. i just learnt how to float on waters when i signed up for OBS,cause i needa pass a swim test.never really dared to float last time because one of my friend(forgot who) have 'make' me stayed in the water for quite long till i almost got out-of-breath!like her hands on my shoulders in waters or sth!
56. it really hurts me when people that i care alot say or do harsh things to me.i'm learning how to be independent so i will be stronger for whatever that comes next.
57. i cannot grow long fringe cause i have high forehead! :/
58. i have alot of clothes in my wardrobe,but only some of them that i'll wear!maybe i should sell them some day!
59. i like dark chocolates! :D they are less-sweet and milky.there are exception, i like cookies and cream too!
60. i once told my parents when i'm super young, i said "i will zoom zoom,drive them out and i grow up!" hahah sometimes they will remind me of this.but i really do love to drive someday!(:
61. don't really like super bright colours on my nails,but if painting rainbow colours then i don't mind! :D
62. i love to wear hat and shades,but i seldom wear them out!im afraid i will over-dress! :x hahahah!
63. #19 is my favorite!
64. i like photography!i like to take nice photos as i believe it capture people's moment and even if the people in it changes,the memories taken will never change! ♥ i want a POLAROID ever since sec school!
65. i like to see old couples holding hand-in-hand together.they reminds me of true love and they are soo sweet!
66. if i can,i hope i can have 3 children next time! :D
67. my dearest tortoise has been with me for going 10 years already!half of my lifetime!:x
68. my internship is the only job that makes me realized how scary the real world is like working outside.and everyday,i cannot let my guard down to say or do whatever i like.
69. i love to watch variety show,esp those hosted by Wu Zhong Xian!hehehe don't wanna admit this but i think he's really funny!and i like his shows!
70. i will always put hair serum after i bathed cause of my dry hair and prevent split ends!
71. i'm a quarter Peranakan, nyonya! (part chinese,part malay/indonesian) cause my granny is a nyonya,and that explains why i have curly hair :(
72. woohoo, i'm a Hakka too! :D but my dad seldom speaks that to me,so i only know how to speak numbers :x i'm soo afraid this language gonna extinct soon!
73. i prefer dogs than cats! :D i think puppies are so cuteee and loyal.and partly because my neighbour used to have a cat and everytime it shits, the smell will come over to my house!and i always very bad,i go scare the cat everytime i go home! HAHAHAH!
74. i actually find facebook kinda boring,and i always go and see if there's new photos or updates on my walls!
75. i don't really like and seldom go online(msn), maybe because i didn't had really nice conversations memories in there and i would rather talk to people face-to-face than to talk in msn which is so unrealistic to me!
76. i hate wars.i don't understand why they wanna make the world more hectic!thou my mum did say before,it's because of them thats why the govt did not become 'proud' and raise even higher taxes or treat the commoners worse.but still,they are bringing more harm to the innocent people!saw this, "Mankind must put an end to war, or war will put an end to mankind."
77. i really care for our environment alot! esp recently after the Japan Earthquake,many people lost their lives, homes and love ones. i feel so heartache and i tried to save electricity by not on-ing fan or anything when i sleep.i just open the window and let the wind in.moreover,the polar bears are going to extinct soon due to global warming :(
78. i love dancing,but i have never been to clubbing.
79. i tend to study last-minute and burn midnight oil!which is bad,but if i score real well,it's prolly because i listen in class!oh manz,but its hard to listen in poly,the big and boring lectures!
80. the only storybook i read finished is "My best friend's girl" by Dorothy Koomson.
81. one of my wish is to be able to play as many instruments as i can! :D
82. if possible,i wanna try out as many sports as i can too!like wakeboarding, scuba diving, windsurfing, golf, tennis and blahblah..
83. i never take a ferris wheel ride(like singapore flyer), sentosa luge & skyride and cable car before! :( and i want to!
84. i've never taken a aeroplane before :/
85. i used to be afraid of heights last time.has been to the bridge of Petronas Twin Towers at KL,but i was so afraid to stand near the side as it is made of glass,i feel like i'm dropping down anytime!
86. wanted to choose JC but i never take A-maths and moreover,i'm afraid of the general paper..hence i chose poly instead.but looking at my gpa,kinda regret thou. :(
87. when i was young, i wanted to be a elementary teacher but i dropped the idea cause my mum said it won't earn much.ever thought of becoming a composer too,but my mum said the same thing! -.-
88. i have this stereotype that i don't really like people from boys' school.well,i know there are exception,people who are nice.
89. i don't watch horror movies. i only watched once long time ago when my friends kinda forced and buy the ticket for me!but i'm damn lousy,some not so scary ones i watch halfway and walked out cause i cannot take it. LOL.
90. i used to have this same bad dreams kinda often last time,which is i walked out of my house,and walking down the stairs and fell from the stairs.
91. i am attracted to people who have ambition,who clearly knows what they want.
92. don't really go for branded stuffs,but if i have to choose,i will choose Prada wallets!
93. i really can't stand to stay at home most of the time.thou i'm not the party type who keeps going out every single day till late night.i need to balance the both!
94. my favorite cartoon is hello kitty,crayon chin chan & doraemon! :D hehehe
95. i'm half-the-time late because i underestimate the time i took to prepare myself! :x but now,i know punctuality is important!i'm soo thankful to have that few understanding friends who never flare up on me whenever i am late.esp the clique,cause they are forever late too!HAHAH!
96. i don't like or ever wanna regret on anything. life goes on,and gonna make the best out of everything!
97. i am soo crazy,lame and insane infront of my secondary school friends.HAHAH!i love how the way they made me feel like i can totally be myself! :D this kind of friends are hard to find!
98. when i laughed too hard or after i jogged a long distance,my face looks like super red tomato.
99. i hate my teeth,which my front teeth is too 'front' and big.i just googled and it's called "overbite",while Frendo had the opposite, "crossbite".i have that because i still use milk bottles to drink milk even till when i'm in primary school!:x hahah i want put on braces too! :(
100. finally,last fact about myself. i am unique!hehe you can't find another one who makes you feel the same way as i do! :D
can you believe i took almost a day to do this?hahahah!
开心 or 不开心也要过一天，为什么不开开心心的过呢？(:
Saturday, March 19, 2011
♥happy 21st monthsary! :D
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Sometime, in another life ♥
how true it is, when you're alone and you get to understand more about life.
and the ones who said the least, actually means the most.
i'm trying hard to be a better person. for the first time, i feel so disheartened for my future. I'm always sure of where i wanna go and what i wanna be. I always thought i would go in to university if i worked hard, but i took one big round and eventually, i know i couldn't get in local uni. cause i calculated my gpa and no matter how hard i study, (even perfect 4 which is impossible) i couldn't get a decent gpa at the end of my poly life, and that's how jialat my result is :( Even have thought of, if i could turn back in time, i would go into a stressful JC life, rather have no life and mug my way through the 2 years. But well, now i truly understand 'we can only live once' and i can only give my very best from now. its kinda true that it doesn't mean having a local u cert means you will be successful.
I gonna start believing "when there's a will, there's a way".
I know i had a big big problem communicating. As in, seriously. my dearest close friends would know this. when i have problems, when im feeling sad, angry or annoyed. i would always keep everything to myself, not telling anyone, including my closest. I know its unhealthy but i tend to hold things probably because i had fears. Fear of rejection, fear of annoyance, fear of the how scary words-of-mouth can be spread so easily. im afraid of bringing unhappiness to others, thats why i seldom blog in words and letting people know how i feel all over the place. now i know, if i feel a certain way or want something, i should not be scared. Not that i will be entitled to everything, but at least i've tried. not asking to post everything in blog, fb, twitter or whatsoever to seek attention but to speak up when i have to.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who matter don't mind, and those who mind, don't matter." - Dr. Seuss
For the Year 2011!
i know its kinda late to post now but im still gonna post this!
1. people around me to be Happy & Healthy! (+me!)
2. do my best in my studies.
3. do BRACES! :D
4. get a part-time job, earn lots of $$$! ^^
5. better complexion, no freckles please :(
6. a decent timing for both 2XU & Sundown marathons
7. i want a getaway trip!
8. hope can get in entrepreneurship+marketing
9. a smooth-sailing year ahead!
can't think of anymore now, shall lengthen my list the other time!
we all know, life's a rollercoaster.
and everyday, i'm learning.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
♥happy 20th monthsary! :D
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
♥happy 19th monthsary! :D
Monday, January 17, 2011
Happy 19th Birthday to Meeeee!♥
Celebrations by my sec school friends! :D
the 28 mini-cards that they gave me! :')
Ma Maison with BFFs!(:
the December Babies celebration from OB!(:
♥♥♥
I know it's kinda a month ago to post this, but still gotta thank all of you for everything
and never forget that your existence will brighten up someone's life! :D
Life hasn't been easy since, school works and stuffs has been piling up. Even the weather is having PMS :( please get well mother earth. There are many people or living things struggling to live and to fulfill their dreams. Things may appear as tough along the way, but i wont give up. Sometimes, its like flying a kite. if you hold on too tightly, it will snip off and flyaway. if you hold it lightly, it may be yours forever.
There's so much give and there's so much more to learn.
p.s. i shall post others some other day.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
♥happy 18th monthsary! :D
Info
ELAINE! :D
19thDECEMBER , her day. :D The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.♥
TO BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY!
Worries&Fear all gone
to be Braver
good results
World Peace
put Braces!
tour around the world!
play with snowwwww! double-deck bed
ALL WISHES GRANTED.
